Pain Never Leaves

When I was first born I knew that it will never cease
A suffering that was within me twentysix years ago
Is till within me, aching me, and still I dream release
A hopeless quest for inner peace long forfeit

No one knows the pain I feel
The dream I live in
Night after night I wish to depart
This mortal world forever

Failed at being a human being
A future all laid out in front of me
It all now has ceased to exist
For I am alone and nobody cares

An ancient survival to this day
How I failed and how I lived
To be a man such as I can be
In the cold abyss of black dreams