Causemos: Delusion


In a dream I dreamt I fell sleep
An endless nightmare begun
Twisted visions filled my tired eyes
The same story with new contents

Controversial thoughts
Now seen in a new way
I thought that I was asleep
But no, I'm you

Demolished pictures of
A dream never seen
It reminds me of you
Begging for deliverance

Antisocial thoughts
Still seen in a new way
I thought that I was you
But I'm still wide-awake

And the story begins...

Haunted by visions of an another soul
I'm not who I am
Innocent mind altered forevermore

I see a strange man in the mirror
It's almost inhuman
A distorted figure within me

The nightmare still continues
My mind has now two sides
The sleep has begun to live its own life
So why am I still awake?

Confusing thoughts
Not seen in the new way
I thought that I was awake
But still you exist in me

Finally, I awaken from the dream
A nightmare that was real
But still a fantasy...

(M. Vedenpää, S. Autio)