My Inner Conversation

How am I feeling? Bad!
Can I be dreaming? No its true!
What is the meaning? Nothing!
Why am I screaming? You live!
Everything is fading! Like it should!
Everyone are beating! You deserve it!
How to get away? There´s one way!
Where to find it? From your grave!

Living is like hell! Oh how I wish it to end!
Death, true salvation on earth, how could I not answer its tempting call?

Could you lead me? Take the knife!
Ready and waiting? Cut your wrists!
Blood red shower! Its really nice!
I feel cold! You are dying!

Now I lay myself down to sleep!
I leave all and go where I'm safe!

Living was like hell! Oh how I wished it to end!
Death, true salvation on earth, I've answered its tempting siren call?