Cause of Death: anew (Sicklic Part 0)


If I believed in signs
I’d believe in this one

Betrayed!
Once again I’ve been betrayed
By a traitor.
Scum!
That’s what I have become
To the world.
Lost!
All sense of purpose lost
I’m so lost
Revenge!
I will have my revenge
In the end

The taste of blood
Fuels my rage
My vengeance
Will be upon you!
Forever!

Conspiracy!
To fuck with my mind
All around
I’m not sound
Deceit!
How can I believe in anything
But deceit?
Sanity!
Offered on the altar of jealousy
Nothing left
Deception!
Gives way to determinism
Cynicism victorious

This is what we’re born into
This is where we must take our lives

(chorus)
So once again you begin anew
Another ending reserved just for you
All the remorse
Another cycle run its course
None of the redemption
Nor real salvation
Let go of your pain
All the thoughts slain
All towers will fall
All beginnings must die!

To survive
I’ll learn to hate

Reality
There is no escaping reality
We’re all trapped
Hollow
Carved to the flesh inside
The hollow point
I’m not alone
Though all I know broke
long ago
I have my company
The reaper and king alcohol

Cut the red wings
Shed the scalded skin
I have crucified my demons!

Fate!
I will succumb to my fate
No choice
Defeat!
All I feel is defeat
And disgust
Faith!
I’ve lost my faith in everything
Even in pity
Enemy!
There is no enemy
No god no satan just myself

Ran out of rage
No more blood
No vengeance
Will ever be mine!