happy-go-lucky: gloomy afternoon


my mind's messed up
i should make it up
let me show you my deepest fears
could you dry my tears?

i've been burnt by the cold
before i even knew
come on, oh come on count my mistakes
one two three four, nineteen

on the shores of this land of mine
i am wandering around blindly
could i make my way through
without breaking down to the underground

should i go
to the struggling of this gloomy afternoon
or could i stay
and make it so much easier and lose the game
and you might know
that i've been awake with my eyes tied
cause i'm afraid
that the world of mine have always lied

but the pain makes you stonger
that's what the time told me
i'm trying on my limits
in what point will i break

but my mind is a monster
it keeps lying to me
and when i try to think clear
it throws me out the window

i think you always knew it
why did you have to hide it?
you should have told me that
so i wouldn't have freaked so bad

now let me drink your love
cause your love could heal me
now let me try your thoughts
maybe they could suit me