If everyone's awake I'd make a choice: I'd better stay indoors, which, I think, is the easiest way to avoid them. I cannot feel, cannot sleep, I can't dream and I cannot speak, I can't laugh, I can,t cry. I cannot see.

If everyone's asleep all I think is that they're playing dead, which, I think, is the easiest way to avoid me. I cannot feel, cannot sleep, I can't dream and I cannot speak, I can't laugh, I can,t cry. I cannot see.

I tried to run away but fell down on the doorstep. I let myself down though all I wanted was to let myself out.