DOWNWARD TRAIL

my thoughts are getting darker
there's no one to guide my way
what i've left behind me
disappears in the rain

i prefer to be drifting somewhere in time
than stroll once again this downward leading trail

"downwards, it's the way of the life
all dies as we are pacing this trail
no hope, just an dying illusion
we grow to face life - so frail"

the deeper i fall into uncaring state
the more i need it's cold embrace
getting further away from all that i am
and i feel the grace

death is getting closer
and my youth fades away, all away
there is nothing left of me
on the trail to my grave

i'd prefer to be feeling nothing at all
than feel i am alive, yet all i've done has failed

"downwards, away from the light
once blind for the love neverlasting
no soul, it's a fatal deception
we seek to find ourselves - dying inside"

every step i take on this downward trail
every night i wake up shouting in vain
morning comes yet i feel darkness
inside my heart

"downwards, it's the way of the life
all dies as we are pacing this trail
no hope, just an dying illusion
we grow to face life - so frail"