Oceanic

Lyrics:
I'd have lift the curtains of night,
I'd have made life so light,
I'd have found a future bright.

But I seem to be repellent for
Everything that is beautiful, ooh.

How I wish that cancer would kill me
this world don't seem to real to me
I want get out of this stream
of people too afraid to dream!
I will grow older,
I will become much colder
Where's the soothing hand to strangle me?